15.04.2014 by Lace
Right now, I'm feeling conflicted.
How can I get rid of what it feel like? Can it be treated?
I don't want to walk around all day with my throat all tightened up and restrained.
I used to be depressed, and had thoughts of suicide back then, but now I feel so emotionally and physically detached from myself. Is this caused by my previous depression?
I'm wondering, if anyone else begins to struggle with feelings, does it feel like a ball is stuck in your throat?
I know basic things, like happiness and sadness, and what love feels like but will I ever love someone that isn't part of my family? I can laugh and smile, but anger confuses me a lot and I am very prone to it.
Please give me advise.
Thank you.